Hang on to …

Douglas Adams

“He was alone with his thoughts. They were extremely unpleasant thoughts and he would rather have had a chaperon.” 
― Douglas Adams, Life, the Universe and Everything

The “I Feel Like a Child” Syndrome

Where to go, what to do?
I feel scared like a little girl…

So, emergency plan!

  1. pen, paper, plan, to do list
  2. groceries, healthy lunch, veggies, personal hygiene first!!
  3. no overthinking
  4. laundry
  5. prepare for work
    Good luck to everyone!!!

What if you already sought help and it wasn’t that helpful?

Most mental health articles start or end with the advice to seek help from a mental health professional.

But what if you don’t have insurance that covers mental health services and you can’t afford to pay for it?

🤗😭😤😜🤪🤯

I’m fed up with meditations, THE law of attraction, webinars and seminars, self help books and motivation ted talks……

BUT I’LL TRY AGAIN and again… BECAUSE I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN!
Something simple.

  1. no overthinking
  2. ignore stupidity
  3. sleep and do it again
  4. cleen your house
  5. if you can’t you are not some stupid lazy bitch…you are sick and poor…be mercifull to yourself
    And read:
    https://www.solutionstoallyourproblems.com/how-to-be-your-own-therapist/

Narcissistic mother and I’m Cruella de Vil? No more abuse!!!

I can see so many beautiful things around me: hedgehog in the cat-box, new kittens in the block, my beautiful blue nails, blue night sky… but i CAN’T STAND MY EVIL SICK MOTHER. I’m Cruella de Vil?

My mum: “mental health issue like borderline personality disorder or narcissistic personality disorder — both of which can create a toxic environment to grow up in. But sometimes,toxicity can be due to your mom’s immaturity, more than anything else.”

I’m fed up with her shit but i must take care of her. MUST???!!!! NOOOO!!!
NO MORE! NO MORE ABUSE!!!

Depression

Depression, hopelessness…

I'm wearing my workaholism like a badge of honor. 

NO MORE!!!

“Excessive, prolonged stress can cause physical and emotional exhaustion and lead to illness.”

BRAIN FOG😥

Therapy:

  1. bed (clean sheets)
  2. try to sleep
  3. Good:
    I’m clean and …. i don’t have strength for more writing…
    Tomorrow i’ll be better!!!!!