Life in spite of everything 5

My life before CFS was adventurous.
I don’t need adventures, just nature and silence.
I miss Palagruža, remote and wild island.
Palagruža is great motivation for keep going.

The Lake Isle of Innisfree

W. B. Yeats, 1865 – 1939

I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made:
Nine bean-rows will I have there, a hive for the honey-bee;
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight’s all a glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet’s wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements grey,
I hear it in the deep heart’s core.

Life in spite of everything 4

Priceless Book: A Man Called Ove…. Because reading saved my life!

Man Called Ove by Fredrik Backman is a beautiful story about the transformations we go through in life and how different events in our life affect us, shape us, and make us who we are today. It is a magnificent tale of true love and human values.

For the greatest fear of death is always that it will pass us by. And leave us there alone.— Fredrik Backman, A Man Called Ove

Great movie…

And some music for my soul…

Life in spite of everything

Life in spite…
It's hard living with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Alone. Without help. 
Thanks God for vacations… 10 days…
So, about pain today: moderate…
Brain fog and headache and stomach pain🤯
Today i'm broken and i can't  help myself...


Broken🤫
…. There's always tomorrow…

Hang on to …

Douglas Adams

“He was alone with his thoughts. They were extremely unpleasant thoughts and he would rather have had a chaperon.” 
― Douglas Adams, Life, the Universe and Everything

The “I Feel Like a Child” Syndrome

Where to go, what to do?
I feel scared like a little girl…

So, emergency plan!

  1. pen, paper, plan, to do list
  2. groceries, healthy lunch, veggies, personal hygiene first!!
  3. no overthinking
  4. laundry
  5. prepare for work
    Good luck to everyone!!!